It seems like there is always a excuse. A reason to be late, a dog to eat some homework, the wrong light for a picture. When do the excuse take over? When do you realize that you are not actually doing what you want because there is always a reason not to, or a way out?
These words come out of a foggy head, so apologies if they are not very coherant. A running nose and annoying cold has condemmed me to my couch for the second night in a row. As I watch too many bad episodes of Top Model shows, I began to wonder if this is actually what I want to be doing. I always find an excuse to watch Top Model (and we're talking every spin off show, Britan's Next Top Model, Austrailia's Next Top Model...Damn Fashion Tevelvison.)
"I'm tired tonight, so I can watch Top Model..."
"It was a hard day at school, so I can watch Top Model..."
"I workout really hard today, so I can watch Top Model..."
you get the idea.
I can always find an excuse at the right time to justify what I want to do. But I have had enough. No more excuses. And I have this blog (or whoever reads it as witness)
I want to document with my camera and with writing. That is what I want to do, and now I must do it. I don't have a dog to eat any homework, and the light is always perfect.
'No Excuses' by Alice In Chains will be very inspirational to me for the next few weeks...
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